life of a dancer ;twisted rhapsody

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

bloody hell im in no good mood. just can`t wait fer dance lessons on monday! >:( im so moody! you know why? cause i got no piano lesson tomorrow! ARGH! yells. i can`t wait t play fer teacher t hear lurhs. hurmps. so proud of myself cause i don`t knwo why. :/ im so ego! bahs.

this is so funny :X someone say he like me in band. i was so traumatised please. ultra shockening. right karling! :/ don`t ask me who he is. you will never know.

added new linkies in. go check it out ;/ i realise something. feng guat`s template is the same as chi howe`s. lols. heck if you don`t understand. anyways, having a blog is like such so cliche? yes no no yes? say yes.

birthday birthday.. like four more days! arghs. god momee can`t watch the sound of music with jenna and i on saturday.)): sad. i seldom see her in school anymore :/ oh gosh. think i can`t pass four subjects this time round. think i gotta spend 3 hours everyday after school in god momee`s office studying. :/

imagestation is not working! in my computer. and i can`t upload pictures fer my sister`s birthday[yeowming]. hurmps. actually might just as well link jiemings album. `shakes head. better not. speaking of pictures. i seriously think i need t organise my room. its so messy. think you people will faint when you all sees it. i need t get an album t store my sticker pictures.

actually im suffering from minor depression. momee don`t love me anymore. ): dadee`s outstation in another country. and i`ve not seen him fer two months. i miss him i miss him I MISS HIM!. on tuesday while the band was playing singapore rhapsody in school, i was looking at the percussionists from my seat. then i notice their ties are neatly tied. then i think of dadee. im so sad. maybe they all have their dadees t help them. yet i don`t have. dadee use t tie fer me every single time befure any performance. but now... :'( then i cried fer a while.

I HATE YOU! I DON`T OWN YOU ANYTHING! AND I DON`T BELONG T YOU! WHICH MEANS, I HAVE THE FREEDOM T CHOOSE WHO I WANN T MIX WITH, WHO I WANN T TALK T. JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IT`S NOT YOU ON MY FIRST THOUGHT.

i danced with the musique
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