Wednesday, July 27, 2005
most of you, whenever you see me, i wont hesitate to give you a big smile, and if i dont know you well, maybe a smile. but does it mean that i can still smile when you constantly give me shit? NO. i dont stand the kind of attitue you are giving me. the fact and the very obvious you are out there to give me shit. is that the way you treat teenagers? budding young adults? constantly stomping and deflating on their ego? no, i dont think so. especially with the kind of your profession your are holding. this is totally unreasonable. you made me do that, i did hey. what else you want.
i got my common tests tomorrow. what am i doing now? penning down my unhappy thoughts. and you must be asking, why am i not studying? why? because i got no mood. i am suffering from depression. you know how many times i cried tdy? four? i know it might be no big deal for some you. but it is to me! miaoying cried four times in a day? must be the lie of the year.
sometimes i really wonder, is it worth it to smile at people.? my answer is yes. why because i rather make the person's day than spoiling it.
DEPRESSION i really need a psychaitrist. :'(
i danced with the musique
at 8:31 PM
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