life of a dancer ;twisted rhapsody

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hie blog! long time no see! ;p oh wells i am going to be very very very random. trying hard to squeeze out musiquekacells from my brainie. ;x ok tdy is teachers day. i would liek to reach out to all the teachers, relief teachers, teachers wannabe, retired teachers, whatever teachers, just wanna let you guys knw tt teachers are the best in the world. and that u are very much appreciated n tought of every now and then. no matter how bitchy and slut some of you can get. it aint easy t be teachers okay. yeah. HAPPY TCHERS` DAY T ALL OF YOU! :D:D:D:D

ok, came home. make mooncakes again. haha. this time arnd i got not ennuff lotus paste! sigh. momee din answer my call ): gaelan n nathan came for a while. i also dunno for what. ;x but i think they were damn bored la. sitting there watching tv. while i was constantly whining for lotus paste. ah wells.

saw so many seniors! haha. "xue[2]zhang[3]" lols. and i saw you too, moses! hahahahah ;x i thought he is lionel's brother sia. ;/ um, yeah. wht else........ im bored now. momee is supppse to call me and bring me out for shopping but she is so busy la. argh.

i love to hear the sound of cars. its so ADORABLE LA! ;/ maybe you guys shud watch this hk drama... the title in chinese is tuo[2] qiang[1] shi[1] jie[3]. wah tht rich kid's car is damn hot la. plus this hk actress, her dad is a car mechanic... then her dad taught her how to listen to different kind of car's sound since young. alamak. i dont knw how to exlain but its just so nice to watch.

sigh. big sigh. jenna is going to sydney for holies. so sad la.

lallalalalalal. oh dear! sat n sun is ballet concert. argghhhh. brenda! where are you~~~??~??~ okay, i shud try to agree with her tt our costumes are beautiful. although i think its just so not nice la ;/

BALLET

ANYWAYS, TMR IS A SPECIAL DAY. WHY B`COS JENN N I ARE GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL. AH, SHES A FEMALE. ;P

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

HAPPY SWEET THIRTEENTH BRENDA! ;D;D
happy birthday t you,
happy birthday t you~
happy birthday t you...
happy birthday t you! :D
stay sweet and pretty. happy dancing lovelie! ;p

THIS IS FOR JENNA; >>
*pops poppers! throws confetti~~* lala. jenna got first for catain's ball! wahahhahaha. so nice sia. CONGRATS CONGRATS! ;D:D.

im so sorry. where got wrong sia. tts where i alight for ballet you knw. argh. so guilty. jenna say i gave her the wrong directions. im so gonna be dead on monday. ;/

oh please dont be sad please. i knw its tough. thinking of him every night.. in fact now and then. and then you cant concentrate but just keep thinking of that him right. sigh. i went thru tt recently and i still feel a bit now, i wont deny. wht i can say is tt i think time will cure. im serious. you said this to me when i was down.. now tt you are going thru, im returning it back to you..
['I`LL BE THERE FOR YOU', THESE FIVE WORDS I SWEAR T YOU.(:]

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Friday, August 26, 2005

BLOG! im really uber sad okay. i cant go for 'mystery of the river nile' omnimax theatre show! because i have band on both days mr chan is organising.): IM SO SAD. i dun care i must watch it! hurmps. mamaho where are you? >.< ;x

other than tt.. im quite excited and can't wait to go and see beaches! nahs just joking. my geography class is having this outdoor lesson/ beach field trip/ coastal field trip.. whatever you call it. it so cool man. we are going to labrador park, east coast park and changi beach. wahahhaha. i wanna see sgp's tiny spit and cut off platform? okay whatever.
ILOVEGEOGRAPHY! ;P [pssst; i knw its a funny colour combination for those words. basically i is in purple becos i love purple, pink for love becos i think tts the colour of the heart well at least for myself, brown and green for geography cos its just the oh-so-geog-colour. okay im not making sense. >.<] CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE FOR GEOGRAPHY! GEOGRAPHY IS ALIVE! *VOLCANIC ERUPTION + PLATE TECHTONICS MOVING!*. ;P

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miao is so sad. BAH. dun ask why. i don`t blame you. i only have myself to blame. because i am always not good. yes yes yes yes. *nods head.

i went home myself today after band, as usual after yeowming n naz graduated. hmmm. yeah. came home, bathed, ate dinner.. and went to jurong point. shopped arnd and walk back home. yes all alone. and i din see any molester on the loose. ;x okay la.. cos ms ho made an announcement in the morning saying that theres this molester who rides on a bicycle. haha. his age is arnd 18-20, malay guy, face with bad complexion? ;/

argh. musiquekacell. ;p geographikacell. ;p ballerinacell. whts wrong with me tdy. >.< crazyness. ;/

VARIATIONS. [va-rya-shawn] a solo dance in a classical ballet.(((:

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

miao is a junkie girls. she loves to buy junks and more junks. but to her, junks are beautiful. ;x okie. got more stickers. ;/ and miao just don`t like to broadcast. because she is one very herself person. or rather dont like t share things with others except for her love ones. full stop.

ohmygod. i cannot stand it. english ASSignments not done! sigh. so many work. argh. i got no mood to do. my mobile is over deecorated. ;/>.< i wanna get a new phone la.

ballet ballet ballet ballet and more ballet will help to stabilise my mood. okay bad news. no dance camp this september. actuallly i called sdt long ago. but its just affecting my mood. NO CAMP!! argh.

i think im so gonna fail my history la. ):

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

6.20pm; miao was surfing thru the net.. basically checking emails and blogging.

6.30pm; went to people`s association webby. saw this mooncake class. it is held in pioneer community centre. and it is from 7pm to 10pm. WAH LAO! then i got excited can. ;x asked my mom t accompany me. changed and off i go. ;x

7pm-10pm; MOONCAKE CLASS. learnt t make the 'bin pi yue bing'= snow skin mooncake AND im not sure whats the other one is called. basically its deep fried.. and the skin is like many layers. ;/ yeah. im so goona try cooking at home.

JENNA! AHEM AHEM! eat mooncake la. don`t eat biscuit. ;p

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during recess, i wanted t go t the general office t look for msho. then i saw mrs goh. so i asked her if msho is inside her office. cos her car is not there! [oh ya anyways i noticed smth. let me sidetrack a lil`. ok msho`s car plate no starts with STF. i think its very similar t SHUT THE FCUK UP. okay i knw im lame. ;/] okay then mrs goh went like. "YOUR GOD-MOTHER NOT IN SCHOOL AR!" wah piang. so paiseh. you knw she talk very loudly! ;/ argh i miss her... i love her so much larhs.

geography test was.. NOT BAD! HAHAHA. this is the very first time in my life when i can do so many qns. i am not very sure if its gonna be correct tho. ;p

okay. after school... um went to jurong point with jenna. [p/s; IVAN YOU BETTER LOVE GEOGRAPHY ARHS!" ;P] saw this shop doing handphone stuff. its really cool man. i mean tt stall is tt for so long and i din realise till jenna ask me t check it out. ;/

ok then went to this canteen. i was craving for bee hoon! but then har!!!!! this stupid auntie.. TT AUNTIE REALLY SADDEN ME A LOT CAN! she is so evil. bully me only lar. i was buying the oh so delicious bee hoon. then she close the styrofoam box. then i went like.. i want chilli please...sorry! you kwn what she reply? "CANNOT SAY TGT JUST NOW AR?!" WTF LA! . tsk tsk tsk. jenna got so pissed off she din wanna buy. ;/

SO SWWEET HOR JENNA. accompany me t jurong west. hahahahhaha. ;p ok we saw this really funny guy ont he bus. shall not elaborate. its so funny i was laughing like crazy.

okay i gtg. bye. bye okay! ByE! ;/

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Monday, August 22, 2005

HIE BLOG! :D:D:D

GEOGRAPHY IS OH SO BEAUTIFUL! HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LOVE IT.
<3 WO AI GEOGRAPHY! AISHITERU!

MAMA HO IS SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE.! WAHAHAH ;X

ok im in the school`s computer lab. ar wells. think im quite done with my english ppt. sucks. NO PRINTER HERE! argh. im rushing home.

PSSSTTT! I HEARTS GEOGRAPHY! :D:D

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

dad; do i look old wearing this pants and tee?
miao; i think you should go get a hipster jeans.
dad; oh yarh. since my belt spoil already, i should buy one and let my jeans hang loose.
mom; ya then can see all our spare tire.
dad; then i should go to town with you on day and all the auntys will go gaga over me. like the way pple crowd behind the president.
mom&i; -.-"

WAHAHAHAHHAHA ;x

baby, sometimes love just ain`t enough.):

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BALLET WAS quite fun. ;/ cos variations(my class' name for concert) dance twice only. arghhhhhhhh. but i still love lots. i think christine is damn cool. because the way she dance is so NICE! thought i think she look fierce. daphne is good too. yeah.

went t west mall with melody. tt silly girl. so cute larh!

after west mall.. took 157 home. decided t drop halfway t get mroe stickers! wahahhahaha. i got 4 small ones, like 3cm by10cm? and um 6 big ones.. 15 by 20 cm. yeah. wahahha im so in love with junkies.

SIGH! ):

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

the everly brothers.

I bless the day I found you
And I want to stay around you
And so I beg you
Let it be me

Don't take this heaven from one
If you must cling to someone
Now and forever
Let it be me

Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
Honey, what would life be
Don't ever leave me lonely
Tell me you love me only
And that you'll always
Let it be me

Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
Honey, what would life be
Don't take this heaven from one
If you must cling to someone
Now and forever
Let it be me

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im so BORED! cooked some anti-aging drink for mom. ;/ and the winter-melon soya milk n egg drink. arghh. so sian so sian. i wanna go out! but im lazy. ):

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hie blog. i just got home from marketing! :D

something bad happened. i was appalled! mom and i was making our way thru between stalls, then this stupid guy said to my mom, "hurry up walk la!" my mom got angry and said smth like i walking what can`t you see. tsk. like that the whole market everyone will be shouting at each other. i think its stupid man. hes really stupid. argh. stinky guy.

okay went to eat noodles.. actually bee hoon and drank water chestnut drink. so yummy.

um okay then walked arnd. bought TEN stickers! so cool right ;/ im so freaky. i love t buy junks. >.< one sticker is like 4cm by 30cm? ten of them. woahs. wonder how im going to finish them.

bought two packets of soya bean milk. cos mom ask me to make the winter melon soya n egg drink again. ;/

then mom bought me to a chinese medical. to get "fu xiao mai". some wheat. i was so paiseh i dare not ask. cos i went to boonlay, jurong point, clementi's medicals. none of them understand what im talking about. cos i think i dunno how to pronounce. or like what my mom said... maybe they are not as traditional. oh wells. got 100grams of fu xiao mai. then my mom was asking what is it for. then they say what cold sweat one ar. then my mom say cook with winter melon? then i say No LA! red dates! then the uncle so cute.. he went like you are her daughter huh? see your daughter knw more than you. ;x i was laughing like crazy can.

before leaving the medical hall, mom spotted this "wang fei jian fei cha" direct translation is: 'concubine's (one of the very famous one in china) slimming tea. ;/ mom ask the lady what tt. like how it taste. she say its awful. then i say i wannt! i was about to give her the money. then the lady went like.. aiya you dont need la. then my mom mock at me.. "see la she also dun wanna sell to you." /me !!!!!!!!

and im home now.

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;t the guy i love.<3

t the guy i love , if i can`t always see you, i will try t make myself busy, for nt t have any time t remember you, b`cos i knw, if i did, i will keep on missing you until i culd do nth.

t the guy i love, can`t tell you the reason why i love you. i only knw tt, in my eyes, you are the only one.

t the guy i love, i seldom praise you, but in my heart, you are the best, only i knw it.

t the guy i love, i will scold or complain in my heart if you did`t reply my message, b`cos i care.

t the guy i love, i only drop my tears infront of you, when you try to wipe my tears, you are touching my heart, the heart which beats for you.

t the guy i love, i will remember every word you said, even its accidentally. and i will use the word always at the nick of time.

t the guy i love, i will not give any romise tt easily, b`cos i don`t want to break the promise, i want you t believe me and i want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

t the guy i love, always tell you not to think too much, b`cos i already plan it for you, i want to give you the best in life in the future, i want to give you many surprises, believe me tt i can do it.

t the guy i love, i will go t the airport t fetch you. i won`t carry a box of chocolates and call you darling like what you expect. but i will carry your lauggage and ask you "why are you becoming that thin within few mths?" with my sincere heart.

t the guy i love, will listen quietly t you, when you are mad, and when you finished, i will say, you still got class tmr, slp earlier with a smile.

t the guy i love, i don`t knw whether i shuld call you when you are angry, but i will send a message to you after few hours, if you ask why i call tt late, i will say, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. but when you calm down. my explanation will only really works.

t the guy i love, i will always call you little kid, but everytime i want t make a big decision, i will first want t hear your advice.

t the guy i love, i don`t like little toy like teddy bear, but i will always put the bear you gave on my bed.

t the guy i love, while i really miss you, i will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait for you stupidly outside your hse. but i nv realise wht i bought is daisy, but doesn`t matter, b`cos in my heart, tt`s roses.

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main source from vanilla yingy. edited by me.

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Friday, August 19, 2005

because the whole of sec 3 express is doing a project on racial discrimination, brian showed this webby to me.. www.thesecondholocaust.blogspot.com and i think its um... nevermind you grade and keep the comments for yourself. i cannot believe he is so daring. hmmmmm.

ok going to the airport to fetch my dad now. tatas.

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

GEOgraphy ROCKs! :D:D

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did you brush your teeth?! remember okay.brush your teeth! :x

ok im getting mad. WENT TO GENERAL OFFICE TO STUDY! i miss masterho/msho/motherho[whatever you call her] so much! :'(

my dad is not in sgp again! see la, he nv go china then now go malaysia, KL. aiya i forgot to ask him to take pictures of SIA stewardess. ;p SO PRETTY.

emelia~ melody~ i miss you~ haha. i cant wait for sunday to come. BALLET! :D:D

im so in love with oldies. the supremes, the everly brothers, bee gees, carpenters, diana ross and many more! their songs are so nice~

I MISS YOU. I THINK OF YOU DAY AND NIGHT. I TRY TO READ, I GO WORK, IM LAUGHING WITH MY FRIENDS. BUT U'RE STILL ON MY MIND. <3
can't help falling in love.

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

*BRUSH YOUR TEETH!* :D

The Singapore Dental Association and toothpaste maker Colgate declare this month Oral Health Month, to heighten dental awareness among singaporeans. SO COOL RIGHT!

Free dental check-ups are also available by appointment only from more than 200 dental clinics across Singapore!! even cooler right! it is never too late to start having healthy gums! better to prevent than curing it. just visit www.sda.org.sg for more details of the free checkup.

-brush your teeth twice a day.
-however brushing three times a day is as good as not brushing. because you are over brushing. which is bad for your teeth!
-floss your teeth once a day.

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MIAOYING with a copy of The Straits Times Mind your body magazine.
left picture: the healthy pink and firm gums.
right picture: early stages of gum disease,red and swollen.

you choose what you what. just remember to BRUSH YOUR TEETH!

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I CANNOT STAND IT NEMORE ;/ why can't friendster just increase the limit of friends . instead of 500?!~ both my accounts are already full. my friends are still adding me and adding me. everyday i see people adding. im not trying to show off. but then why can they let us upload so many pictures but not the number of friends?! arghhhhhh. ok i am so not going to open a third account. so troublesome. i will just try to um... delete those funny groups? ;p nahs dun wry. not trying to scare you guys from adding me. *cheers*

MUSIQUEKACELL. do you knw what it means? its MY WORD. you can never find it in a dictionary. actually i just pop up with the name.. like.. music + cell = musiquekacell? ;p

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i got this year's class photo already. ohmygoodness. i swear i look so funny can! >.<

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I SING A LOT AT HOME. THAT I DON'T DENY. I THINK MY NEIGHBOURS ARE USED TO IT ;X

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when i was young... DONT LAUGH OKAY! its a bit blurr. ;/

CHINA 1998 7-year-old
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heh heh heh. i was still young and i din really like to smile with my teeth like :D

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inside a museum. notice i only wear dress :x

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heh i miss that felix the cat dress :/

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yummy ice cream ;x

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aunty lili and i. SO PAISEH LA.

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<3 dadee and i! :p :p :p

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i look so unfriendly ;/

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wahahah i love pigs since young ;p

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big mao zedong and small miao ;x

INDONESIA
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a year or two later. I lOOK SO KUKU! :x

AUSTRALIA. i think i was 11 in 2000? or 2001 age 12? can't rmb ;/
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white prince charming :X

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outside a limestone cave? :x can u see ducklings?! ;p

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see i look so fierce again ;/ MICKEY MOUSE SIA :p

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*hurmps dont wanna talk to you la! empty olympic stadium ;p

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*WINNERS :X* so lame.

SRILANKA~ 13 or 14? ;/
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little england.

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inside the hse having dinner.. with siblings.

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outside the house.

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outside the hse again on the swing with little brother.

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hie, sinky miao is here! :D had a great day in school! started off with eating a huge peach for breakfast while walking to school. size of an apple only ;x so sweet and cold ;/ yeah went to the library during recess! i love the library! i am thinking of going to the new humongous national library soon! im getting very busy nowadays. i have very poor time management! >.<

after school, jenna and i decided to look for mama ho. because we nv go and study in her office for a week already! ;/ because of projects and all. yeah. just a brief description ....

ms ho: hey! you all are suppose to study here for the rest of your life in boonlaysec!
jenna and i: we are busy and all.. bla bla bla..
miao: we have this SEX TALK LATER YOU KNOW! *LOL.
ms ho: its not a sex talk okay! it is sexually transmitted disease(STD) talk.
jenna and i: ;x heh heh heh. laugh like crazy.
jenna: we go for the talk already huh.
*BYE! runs out of the office :x*

*CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR SOME PEOPLE* ;/

ok then jenna and i went to the AVA room. actually the talk is for all sec 3 pupils. but different sexes are seperately into different room. yeah. i think we were actually 'late'. but there were some technical fault so yeah no one noticed anyways. hmmm. its very interesting. first they showed a video of a girl whose boyfriend wanted to have sex with her and all. then on the way she email her aunty sharon and talked about her problems. aiya, moral of the story up to you do define actually.

yeah, after the clip was a ppt slide presentation.. (ppt is powerpoint not precipitate, for hardcore chemistry lovers :X joking*) i think gonorrhea(whatever spelling ;/) is very disgusting. actually all of them are disgusting. ewwww.

one more thing i learnt! girls stand a higher chance of contracting the disease. not because we are sexually active~! but because the surface exposed is more. so unfair! it is showed in survey that number of girls contracted with STD are more than guys in year2003 and 2004.

do you know you can contract STD even though it is the first time you are having sex. any form of sex be it oral whatsoever. and even if you wear a condom, it is still dangerous. because condoms is like 95%-98% safe? depending on the brand though. :x

don't worry you won't contract because of... (lemme recall hard okay)
1)toilet seats
2)insect bites
3)oh shit i cannot remember anymore ;/

the role actress jolene said: "i've taught about it clearly. i am not ready to have sex this weekend. i hope you can respect my decision. and if you are not willing to accept it, i am willing to break up this relationship."
and guess what.. i was shocked when....
the role actor adrian said: "i am willing to wait till we get married before having sex. i love you because i love you. not because i want to have sex with you." *hugs*
everyone say AWWWWW. lols. i was really very shocked.

yeah then the last few slides was about love love love and love. ;/ so meaningful. yeah. i tried to type the points into my mobile but nah~ too slow ;/

ok.. stayed in school after the talk.. finish up my physics homework. then decided to revise some work. anyways i got nothing to do at home. yeah. :D
*MIAO IS GROWING UP* well at least im trying to get into the right track. >.<

p/s: hey moses! thanks for the song you sent. its really very nice! :D i hear a lot of familiar canto tunes.(:

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Monday, August 15, 2005

WAHAHHAHAHA. ;x im so sorry folks. i think i scare you guys away. okay im on cloud 9. no, not that high yet cause my heart is still heavy. my email is back~ holy mama thankyou. thankyou johnson! love you loads. he is super sweet okay. he came to my hse wanted to repair the internet. but i think my elder brother fixed it. um i better not let him see this man ;/ ya then johnson retrieved my email. yeah! *jumps arnd!! :D its back! ah_miao@htmail.com is back! ok i dont want to confuse you guys. let me just list out all my emails....
1) ah_miao@hotmail.com
2) ah_miao2@hotmail.com
3) musiquekacell@gmail.com
4) musiquekacell@hellokitty.com
yeah tts all really! :x

BALLET WAS SO FUN! WAHAHAHAHA.. ok they told mrs cheong i did smth to my shirt. so paiseh la. ;/ this is what i did. ok i cannot take good pictures. sorry, my hands were shaking ;/ the beads are actually single line. ;/
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WO AI BA LEI WU~ :D:D.

i really don't know how to face it. but i think im coping well. uh huh... things will never be the same again. i swear it won't. just like once a glass is shattered, its gone. i try to convince myself. but sooner or later i know the truth. once again im thinking about.. taking the easy way out. nahs its not that easy. but i dont care. miaoying can do it! hurmps* /me stares. im starting my nonsense. okok bye.

p/s; I LOVE EMELIA TUCKLOADS! tt sweetie lovelie little thing! :D:D:D:D:D.

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ARGH! im getting irritated. no, more like sad. i want to cry my heart out! because my email is gone! ): someone please help me larhs. miao is in a pathetic state now!

i won't be blogging as usual. i need to settle down. really settle down. as in physically and mentally. something very tragic is disheartening happened to me. i drank a cup of my tears. *yummilicious. >.<

im in the school's computer lab larhs. doing an english project on racial discrimination. arghs. crazyness. how i wish i ccan get into royal ballet. then i can dance and stduy every single day. cool right. ok im dreaming. arghs. ;/

i wanna go china now! ;/ and taiwan! and hongkong! and japan! and bali! and malaysia! but not thailand. because the big big wind blew indonesia's haze from malaysia kuala lumpur to thailand! now their skys are so smokey. ;/

im so cold! freezing cold! the air coondition is directly above me! i can feel the cold air blowing into my hair. and i have cold hair. ;x my fingers are frozen. i cannot type fast. arghhhh. NO I DON'T NEED YOUR HUG! i will survive. >;(

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FCUK MAN! IM JINXED! i got fcuking virus germs in my computer. don't even go into the web um i cant rmb what but.. it says you can check out who blocked and deleted you on the web? dont try cause im a victim there! CHEEBYE LARHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( and because of that my msn account, AH_MIAO@HOTMAIL.COM IS GONE! don't email me thru there. well i hope int he mean time johnson can help me retrive it. fcuking shit! and email to ah_miao2@hotmail.com or musiquekacell@gmail.com or musiquekacell@hellokitty.com IM FUCKING CHEESED.*BOOMB*!

NO IM NOT WELL! can some angels come and help me. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I BEG YOU ALL! I NEED THAT MAIN EMAIL! ))))))))))))): *SOBS SOBS SOBS SOBS SOBS*

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

this is crazyness! my family is eating crab for dinner. and im inside the room. im not going to go out. poor me. because my skin in sensitive to seafood! )): i ate 6 pieces of prawns i think a week back, then my right arm have rashes now! its so disgusting! ): i think my skin is weird. i cannot use funny soap. im using johnson and johnson baby bath now! yes till now. ;/ thats the safest. i cannot use those kinda u know the big big bottles where u can get from watson? with very nice smelling flower scent. my skin will itch like anything then i need to bath again with johnson and johnson baby bath. ;x but i still love my lavender crabtree and evelyn. ;p

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hie im back to normal. ok. i just got home not long ago like arnd 7pm? woke up early in the morning. smth bad happened. jovita( my maid) threw a pad into the toilet bowl and the bowl got choked! irritating sia. and its not the first time! but too bad, shes just unlucky that it got stuck there. and she din even take it out! i mean there are three women staying in my hse. its definately not my mom and i lor. i think some ladies really need to learn how to dispose off their pads properly. no im not shy or ashame to say this out here becuse if things continue like this, ohmygod man, god bless the toilets. there are so many disgusting cases. the worst one is during school camps. i always remember the sec three camp toilet scene while spring cleaning. its all over the place! they din even roll it up. just leave it there like that. yes guys u must be apalled.

okok back to normal. um i went to kent ridge sec with jenna and richmond. their school building is damn cool can! like 6 or 7 storeys! got lift somemore. coolness. ok, was there to volunteer for thumbs up programm! ;p its really really good. i get to know myself more and its just good hey. my personality belongs to the 'I'. it means intereactive? ok..the book show an example:
name; ive nathan.
likes; hanging out at takashimaya, para para, sms.
dislikes; anything boring and out of fashion.
likes studying; anywhere with friends and music.
wants to be; a public relations manager at a five-stars hotels.
most admired person; niki taylor. ;/ (whos tt!)

i am a.......
-motivated by: bring accepted and recognised.
-fears; being rejected.
-asks; who.
i know i am one when.......
-torture = not having anyone to talk to.
-you can see the bright side of life.
-you like involving many people in activities.
-it makes you happy to make others happy.
-you find it easy to start conversation.
ok thats all! dun let you know too much of me ;p nahs joking.

pssssssss just wanna let you guys know that... you are the best! you can do it! :D

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at 7:41 PM

idiot la. i typed one whole chunk of entry an its GONE! arghs. bangs the wall! >:(

STUPID!!! actually everythng was crap. i just wanted to showcase nazreen. yes nazreen because he graduated from band and im missing him loads already. silly nazreen. here geos. argh! [p/s; all pics taken in perth.]

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naz miao john.

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naz guan miao. see his evil eyes, he wanna murder the bottle! :x

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naz and miao at the pinnacles!

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miao n naz at the train station.

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hahaha. bumblebees on board captain cook cruise.

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naz n miao. awwww dont he look cute.

THATS ALL! IM VERY ANGRY! MY ENTRY GONE U KNOW.
):

i danced with the musique
at 7:24 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

i just dont like to tell people too much of my stuff can.

______tha lowest point of my life.*

i danced with the musique
at 9:30 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

STOP claiming you know me. you dont! no you dont! you dont even know what shoe size i wear. you dont even know where i shop. you dont even know what are the things i do at home. you dont even know whats going on during piano lessons. you dont even know whats going on during ballet lessons. you dont even know what i like to eat and drink. you dont even know where i like to go. you know even know what are my favourite songs. stop claiming you know me. you just DONT! even if you think you know me, are you SURE it is me whom you know?

i danced with the musique
at 6:39 PM

PURE STUPIDITY. why should i do this. wasting my time in front of the computer doing nothing! pratically nothing! and this is what i get back in return. i should be going out and fill my brain with new stuffs. be it latest gossip in town or checking out the latest sale robinson have. why why why why should i waste my time here! hi bye. gone.

things will never be the same.

i danced with the musique
at 6:35 PM

brian is so cute. he told me this.. haha.

don worry too much because studies have shown that
40% of your worries will never happen
30% of your worries are from your past
12% of your wories are useless
10% of your worries are insignificant issues
only a mere 8% of your worries are worth your concern

HE IS SO UNDERSTANDING~

i danced with the musique
at 2:12 PM

my thought of the day. i think what uncle said is true. its like singapore's education is very um toot? lols. i dunno how t express using one word. its like the teachers are moulding machines. the textbooks are moulds. and we students are the clay. everything seems to be the same. i just think that way. sgp is good.. other countries are better. i just think its like we should not think we are the best. hmmm. i like to think a lot. i wont die thinking too much, dun wry. (;

piccas from national day. im sorry but imagestation is not cooperating well. so i just use photobucket for a few piccas here....

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engheng miao and yiyong in class.

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miao doing her chinese compo. behind her is fengsheng the cutie cum class idol! ;p

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miao and her lovelie calssmates.

i danced with the musique
at 1:09 PM

i never like to do homework. especially projects! fcuk la. holidays are meant to be holidays! not homework days. idiot. irritating mofos.

and you! nothing good to say dont say la. live your own miserable live yourself. and stop dragging others! disgusting. shoooooo. anyways i dont know you well. so heck. bugger.

i danced with the musique
at 11:00 AM

lemma recall abt yesterday. ok. was on msn till mom ask if i want to join them and dad's china friend for dinner. actually i was reluctant because i don't want to miss national day parade live telecast! but aiya just accomany my sick mom. she is so pathetic. down with flu for almost a week. i think both general ractitioner and chinese medicine don't work. plu she got a jab. poor thing. she din go to work. speedy recovery momee.

ok. at first i thought the trip is going to be boring. but then huh!!!!!!! you knowo on the way right. theres this highway where we will pass marina? the place where the future integrated resort will be built? yeah. along the highway... everyone was dressed in red. they parked their car along the highway.... yes. like they are not afraid of the traffic police. everyone was trying to stand tall to take a peek at the three big guns. ;/ ok.. then i realise sgp is sucha warm country. :D:D:D wo ai ni xing jia po~

went to carlton hotel to pick dad's friends. his son is so cute! so pinky! so chubby! so handsome! so talented(he can sing well and play the voilin)! so talkative(like machine gun, yes! even in front of me whom he just met)! so think skin(which is so cute la)! ;p ok.. cause i was playing some canto song inside the car right. then he actually sang leh! wah kao. shockening sia. ;/

ok. reach swiss club already then we ordered things to eat la. duh. ;/um we ordered... aunty got pork sausage rosti, byt he way his name is jack zhang yu.. he got spinach meal(cos he love veggie), uncle got steak, dad got laksa, mom and i got pizza(super big sia. and its those traditional ones cos its wood oven baked? haha), side dishes are calamari, pandan chicken, veggie.

we chat and chat and chat. then aunty taught us how to make our own salted egg and rice wine.. oh dear momee is going to try. ok let me fast forward.. then i went to walk around with jack. he is ten year old. studying in some private school staying in hostel from monday to friday. learn english from american teachers. he is very hyper active in school. aiya. he live in villa sia. if he goes online right. he only go and see cars! he know every single thing about cars. especially sports la! he love evo too! he was saying the latest is twelve, plus thirteen coming out. then they will stop producing? dunno la. then he say all the brands in chinese. which i dont understand. then he will try to pronounce. then i try to think so hard! ok he say mitsubishi is 'san ling'. direct translation is three zero. haha. cool. then he say he saw a red evo 12 on the road in sgp. cool. ok he is so interesting! but he gotta go back to hotel already. sent them back. bla bla. then went home.

i danced with the musique
at 9:53 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

oh man. i havening a fcuking headache. dont fcuking irritate me! no la. joking. im feeling down. dont ask why. i suck i suck. im annoying. i wanna leave this tiny place.

so sad la. ruth is migrating to england. gonna miss her lah! plus she is not performing already. ): she is so cute lah. i wore my navy blue leotard to ballet ytd right. then she ask where i got it and how much does it cost. then she was trying to say how expensive it is there. like thirty pounds which is ninty sgp? hmmm then sone of the girls went like.. buy from here then wholesale there la. ;/ SO KAWAII! ok i miss melody and emelia.

OFFICIAL NEWS! johnson and yeowming did not fight because of yeowming's girlfriend. johnson don't like his gerfren! on top of that... jen is not johnson's type. and plus plus johnson is going to stead with another girls. so yeah. ;p

hello kitty hide and seek exhibition in hongkong! ): I WANNA GO LA. venue is at wan chai's arts centre. i rmb the arts centre have this big cartoon with a cello. then i slot a coin in, after which the cartoon will move and play music. so cute la!!

okie i don know if this is goo dnews or bad news. mom say she might want little sungyi and i to go to china to study. relax. during the holidays. cannot stand her la. she say maybe go chengdu. dadee say go shanghai. but the thing is my good fren at states doing her scholar, then shes not in china. nvm i still got other frens. then i wanna choose guangzhou(canton) and beijing(peking)! i was asking for how long. i also dunno. depends whether both of us can take it not. cause its winter!! >.< rather exciting though. ;p

i think something is wrong with me. seriously! but i m not sure if there is such illness in the world yet. its like.. on sunday, i thought jenna sms me regarding the dinner. then i sms n ask her 'did you say need to pay or was i dreaming'.? she replied i was dreaming. ok fine. then last night after ballet. i took out my phone, i got few msges. i cant even rmb whow as it from. then i read thru quickly. then i went to change, came out, went to toilet, then to popular to buy stuffs. after that i read thru my msges clearly. you knwwhat? the msges were gone. its NOT even there. this is so creepy. :'( plus i've been having weird dreams lately. i wanna go temple!!!)))):

i danced with the musique
at 5:21 PM

happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~~
SINGAPORE.

tdy is the nation's 40th birthday. i hope that she will continue to bloom and shine as bright as the five stars on her flag.!! :D:D:D:D:D:D. can't wait to watch the live telecast of the birthday bash~

ballet was fun! haha. got a black shirt. and i don't think its very nice. so i did something to it. i think it looks better now. and its prettier! haha. wanted to chill out with melody. but we got no idea where to go. ended up staying home decoratin my shirt. hmmmmm. im home now with everyone except for kor. he went to marina.

miao is baking again. cream puffs! but with another recipe. tatas.

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at 2:46 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

winter melon sweet soup with egg.
*as simple as one two three. ;p *

ingredients;
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1/2 cup soy milk
190g winter melon
2 egg white(beaten)
3 cups water(not your drinking water cup. measuring cup! the blue one.)
sugar to taste.

method;
ONE: peel the winter melon.(and weigh again cos the skin is very heavy!) rinse well and grate finely.
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*cutting the skin*
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*weighing the melon*
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*the grated melon*

TWO: boil 3 cups of water. add grated winter melon. boil for 10 minutes.
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*boiling in progress*

THREE: add soy milk and bring to boil. our in beaten egg white while stirring constantly. season with sugar and serve.

TADAH! the final product! :X
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[p/s; why should you cook this soup? because winter melon helps break down the fats and frequent consumptin helps trimming the body, :D.]

happy cooking~
<3 chefmiao. ;x

i danced with the musique
at 3:08 PM

i was a bit late! cause i set the alarm clock at 7.30am! so blurr ar ah miao. >.< luckily someone msged me at 6.35am. then rush to my classroom. reach there at 7am plus plus. ;/ do some last minute chinese compo. then wore the star name tag and tie? haha. ;/ the school look so bloody can. i mean like everyone came here in red tee shirt. almost majority. minority wore white tees. haha. hmmmmmmm. yeah. i think grace and jemaine had done a great job with the class mascot costume, banners, and some little stuffs to make our uniform shine a little. haha. anyways pictures will be up later.

school celebration started at 7.40am. was quite boring i can say. especially the badminton part. i like the 40degrees girl band. so cool. and the rappers who rapped, duh ;/. ok fine. um the whole thing ended at 10.30am. yeah.

ohmygod i cannot stand pple without brains. no no i need to think of a way to describe it. no brain is too strong a word. aiyah whatever.~

went to jurong point to get some stuff. and carried those stuffs back home. was so tiring can!. ok, wait sidetrack for a while.. i went to this chinese medical hall. then i wanted to buy some tonic ingredients for my mom. you know those where they have all the ingredients in a packet? ok then i ask the salesman if they have it for flu. then he say dont have, bla bla bla those are for like i also dunno what. was so paiseh la. then i faster thank him n walk off. ;/ anyways mom is sick. ok back to the topic. now i know why pple say its so hard to be a mother. mother i love you! <3<3 :D:D. *smuacks. *humongous huggs. they are the best people in the world la!

took a shower when i got home. went to cook winter melon sweet soup with egg. its very delicious. good for fat people like me. cause winer melon can cut fat? haha. ;/ and then if you drink it continuously it can trim you body. something like that la. so come back for the recipe!! its taking a ridiculously long time to upload the pictures. stay tuned! :D

i danced with the musique
at 2:24 PM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

wo zhi zai hu ni.

i danced with the musique
at 11:45 PM

wo zhi zai hu ni.

i danced with the musique
at 11:15 PM

drifting.

i danced with the musique
at 4:13 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

ATTN: BAO WEI!!!

oh ah bao im so sorry i didnt mean to say what i said. no in fact its the after effect of shooting my anger without thinking or feeling for you. i was so angry at first actually. but after i emailed and post the entry.. i felt so bad after that. i was thinking about it even while i was bathing. thinking how would you feel if you read what i wrote. you will feel very uneasy right. then me knowing you will be angry and sad with me, i won't feel good either. so im so sorry bao mu. ): FORGIVE ME.!

<3 miao.

i danced with the musique
at 10:57 PM

FCUKING CHEESED.

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i danced with the musique
at 9:03 PM

this is cheesing me upside down. contradicting eh. saw this in someones blog.

"aniway.i gonna say smth to a ger a person. she told mi she wunt be cumin fer deyi band concert.so i no order her tix.however i saw her with the ex-members sitting at the sit which is complementary sit.which means is free..kao.i was angry man.i nearly get a scolding becox of the remaining tix. jux 8 dollars n and yet she doesn't wanna buy. to dat ger, if u saw tis. i sorie to sae dat.but i saein the truth."

sorry hey, i cant help blogging about this because i am very angry.

thankyou huh. thankyou for blogging about me. when did i tell you i was not going to the concert? before you got the tickets from mrs chee right. and you wrote this yourself, "so i no order her tix". yes i went there. thats because jieming asked me to. i didnt go for my dinner instead. jieming asked me to go because ahpoh was sick and he told mrs chee already. why on earth will you get scolding for that remaining ticket because of me when you din even order my ticket(as quoted above)? and did you ask me to buy during the concert? NO.

i danced with the musique
at 8:45 PM

mou ngan tai.

i danced with the musique
at 8:20 PM

HEY! just got home. went to changi airport to fetch dadee. saw so many SQ stewardess! sgp girls rocks. *drools. i like to look at girls. jk! ;p yeah. dadee so sweet! he got me anais anais! i think my miniature one is cuter. *sweet smell in the air! heh heh. went to makan fei fei wanton mee at joo chiat. *ichiban! :D.

ok im home rotting. ahem is out! sadddd larhs. )))):

i danced with the musique
at 6:20 PM

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

i danced with the musique
at 2:30 PM

friendster can put so many pictures! just finish uploading new pics. check it out man :x
>> ah_miao@hotmail.com & ah_miao2@hotmail.com :D

is twelve now. im not going t slp. cause i cannot get t slp. ):

i danced with the musique
at 12:02 AM

Friday, August 05, 2005

i love miao. :x

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my twinie and i! ;/

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i like this picture! miao miao miao.. :D:D

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upside down. my life revolve around you ;p

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i rarely/seldom smile like this when i take pictures. ;/

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i like my teeth LOL. cheese.

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smiley lil` one. :D:D.

i danced with the musique
at 10:40 PM

seventh month ghost festival! >.< the gates of hell are open already. so scary. i think i won't go home late. take care all. ;/

long holiday ahead! so happy. the nation's birthday next tuesday! stand up singapore~~ hooo hoooo. forty year old only. :x i want to go to national day parade la! this year it is held at padang. i want to go!!! ): but no tickets. arghs. anyhow, i still think singapore is uber cool la. everyone is YESSSSSSS! SINGAPORE ROCKS balls.

anyways, the tourism board have this big project. where sgpreans are given free postcards. then all you have to do is send them to your oversea friends and like ask them to come to sgp? dont know la. I WANNA JOIN! free postage somemore. how nice. :x then again im gonna write rubbish.

i think im super weird, because of few factors. lemme think some to tell you.. people send emails, but i send snail mails. anyone who wants to receive snail mails because your letterbox is fiolled with cobwebs, let me know man. i miss my pen-pals though.(they are twenty plus already! 2 ladies. ;p) i started sending snail mails when i was in primary one, which is 6year old? to my bestie every single day without fail! i rmb my then maid was nagging n complaining. ;/ cause we see each other in school everyday! crazy right. ;p but i find is super sincere and romantic? ;p

next is... lemma think hard. ok. i think i have bad memory. my memory is always failing. very bad you know. i need tonic!!! not no pig brain arh! ;/

ok guess what i want to learn sewing! im serious! my big time um interest to fulfil. wahahahah. so gonna bug my mom to call up the tayler. i think she will faint after knowing monster miao wann to learn sewing. i dont care. i wann to make my own clothes. so cool right. something no one around me try befure. wahaha.

i love to cook and bake. but i dont eat after that. i just leave it and wait for my family to finish it up. ;/ i dont think i can cook well. and my maid can cook better than me. but my little brother love my cooking more than hers. ;/ my little brother is very cheeky i tell you.

i want to love every single one i know. i want to LOVE THEM! i don't want to hate anyone. but seriously i don't really hate anyone. i don't like it!! the feeling of hating someone sucks big time i swear. so i don't hate anyone. heh heh heh. i love all! *smuacks. ;p

ok enough.. if i carry on telling you about my weird actions i think you will be appalled. ;/

DADEE I MISS YOU. he is um not in sgp. so sad.

someone is partying.. ):

i danced with the musique
at 10:12 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

pics uploaded: KALEIDORAMA.
:D:D ENJOY VIEWING!

i danced with the musique
at 9:56 PM

CREAM PUFFS

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ingredients..
1 cup water
1/4 cup margarine
1 cup all purpose flour
4 eggs
2/3 cup granuluted sugar
1/4 cup cornstarch
3 cups skim milk
2 slightly beaten egg yolks
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 tablespoons sifted powdered sugar.

1:
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spray a baking sheet with nonstick coating; set aside. in a medium saucean bring water, margirine, and 1/4 teaspoon salt to boiling. add flour, all at once, stirring vigirously. cook and stir until mistue forms a ball that doesnt seperate. cool in ten minutes.
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add the four eggs, one at a time, beating until smooth after each addition. drop batter by heaping tablespoons, 3 inches apart, onto prepared baking sheet, making 12 moulds. bake in a 200 degree celsius for 30 mins or until golden brown and puffy. cool. slit cream puffs and remove any soft dough inside.

*peek-a-boo*

meanwhile, for the pudding, in a heavy medium saucepan combine granulated sugar, cornstarch, and 1/8 teaspoon salt. stir in milk. cook and stir over medium heat until bubbly. cook and stir 2 minutes more. remove from heat.
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4:
gradually stif 1 cup of the hot mixture into the egg yolks. return all to saucepan; bring to a gentle boil. reduce heat; cook and stir for 2 minutes more. remove from heat. stir in vanilla.
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transfer to a bowl; cover surface with plastic wrap. refrigerate 1 hour or until well chilled. (do not stir during chilling)
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5:
to serve, fill bottoms of cream puffs with pudding; replace tops. sprinkle with powdered sugar. makes 12 servings.(: p/s: 180 calories only!
--> the cream puffs.
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TADAHHH!!! miao`s cream puffs. :D:D.

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i danced with the musique
at 7:49 PM