Monday, February 27, 2006
MIAOYING CHAN GOT D7 FOR CCA GRADE. DOES IT MAKE ANY COWSENSE TO YOU? HAHA. LAUGHS.
im so gonna go for tonnes of community involvement programme to um maybe increase the 'civic and moral'-ness( since thats the aim) in me.
shut up i wanna ballet.
WHY DO I DANCE?..ask....WHY DO I BREATHE...??
all i need is the mirror and music.
The ballet is a purely female thing; it is a woman, a garden of beautiful flowers, and man is the gardener. George Balanchine
i danced with the musique
at 3:11 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
BALLET. its my life. its now or never. lalalalalallalalalala~~
b.a.l.l.e.t. BALLET AND MORE BALLET
ballet ballet ballet ballet ballet!
i danced with the musique
at 10:14 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
lalalala. we love grow we love grow gotta catcha glass of grow lalalallallala we love grow! we love GROW! drink grow!haha. i've got tonnes of stuff to do.
1)send out letter t lifen
2)print out geog wrksht
3)buy 5 bday cards
4)save hundred SGD
5)copy answers t phy TYS
MORCUBINE PORCUPINE!
i danced with the musique
at 6:27 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
ive got more than ten new pairs of undies! and auntie jovita kept it somewhere mysterious! gosh she dont wanna hand it to me!!!
ballet was good. i mean i sweat it out. its like some where close to how pamela sweat! haha.
i love geography. i love ms ho more than anything else. i love ms grace wong too! shes so super nice. i love i love i love everyone! :D
i danced with the musique
at 9:38 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
[chingay@tamanjurong band performance]
pics taken after the performance outside school!
hongchuan and i
hongchuan and i
miao love serene! :D
miao& serene
johnny quack and i ;p
miao and SYAHRUL! :D
i danced with the musique
at 1:32 AM
i met jenna early in the morning at boonlay mrt! then we trained down to jurong east! haha. waited for mama outside the popular thingy! shes forever so adorable. anyways. we went to acjc's fun-o-rama! its so fun u know. ahaha. so many food stall. but we got attracted to this stall la. they sell meesiam, thai tung hoon, rice, nasi lemak, chicken wings, satay and stuff. so there is this guy. he is a very good talker i can say. chat with mama non-stop i tell u. so in the end we spent ten bucks there. bought meesiam, nasi lemak and satay! haha. ig ot oreo milkshake too~! pamela is that your class' item too?! heehee.
after eating, mama went t look for her friends while jenna and i went to mei gui lou ( rose house). but they had this technical problem so we have t be back in fifteen mins. so i kinda saw brendan's balloon stall! haha. so we went there la. anyways i got jenna to throw the balloons! cos my aiming just cannot make it. i trust she can do better than me. so yeah she aim into the flower pot. so adorable~
i saw pam's face all over on the advertisement! aha. anyways the haunted house is okay. a bit scary only. but jenna got freaked out. i think cos some ghost touched her. i din get touched! I FEEL SO UNLOVED! haha. no la joking. hmmm yeah.i think the decoration and props are very well done. hehehe. plus the sudden attack the ghost gave are very sudden! lol. i dont know what im talking about. overall its good. mama's friend say if one not enough there are five hses in total. ahha. got sunflower for mama. anyways we were left with quite a lot of money. so we just spent them on food n drinks. hurried back cos mama was rushing for time.
i went home t sleep! no la rest actually. for an hour. so after which i changed into band attire and went t sch! gosh. i tied hair for so many girls! anyways, the performance was so great! mr taman shamugaratnum and ms amy khor was so kawaii can. they were smiling at us so much. then mr taman was raising his eyebrow all the time! haha. so cute. okay i smiled at mama so many times! gosh at the end of the show i called her then she say im terrible cos when i smile at her, she look at me then she cannot see the band ;x whoops. anyways i msged her befure the performance t look out for me! and told her im standing in the middle, first row. heeheehee.
motivators were great. sarah and roohee! hhaaaha. especially sarah. shout so much! hhaa. ncc and npcc peeps were great too! MR CHEW IS THE HUNKIEST! teeheehee.
anyways, well done boonlayconcertband!
OH YARH! I BANGED MY HEAD INTO SOME SIGHBOARD AFTER COMING OUTTA THE HAUNTED HSE. TERRIBLE. SO PAIN CAN. BIG BA LU KU!
i danced with the musique
at 1:10 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
soomeone talk to me!
i danced with the musique
at 8:53 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i danced with the musique
at 11:11 PM
i saw this from somewhere n i tot its quite true., oh wells. happy reading ladies n gentlemen.(:
These are some facts about girls:
When a girl says that she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means that she's crying in her heart.
When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
A girl can't find anything to hate about the boy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
If a girl loves a boy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
When the boy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
When a particular boy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the boy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while.
If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
Being too serious can turn a girl off.
When the boy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
A smile means a lot to a girl.
If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
Hearing the words "I ♥ you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the boy she loves now stays in her heart.
Girls love having fun!
A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
A girl's best friends usually knows best what she is feeling and going through.
Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in this order.
Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a boy who will love and care for them.
Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
When girls says:
FINE This is the word that girls use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
NOTHING This is calm before the storm. This means 'something' and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually ends in 'Fine'.
GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by boys. A 'Loud Sigh' means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time arguing with you over 'Nothing'.
THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a girl can make to a boy. 'That's Okay' means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding on how and when you will pay for your mistake.
THANKS A girl is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.
Never do these to girls:
make her cry (never ever let a girl drop a tear for you!)
compare her with other girls (the least thing you want to do!)
let her wait (this is very important!)
raise your voice at her (if you don't want her to leave you!)
neglect her (try it and she'll say goodbye!)
force her (no forcing please!)
humiliate/insult/criticise her (that's the worse!)
order her (she's your girlfriend, not your maid!)
show her disrespect (we girls need respect like you boys too!)
lie to her (please be honest! honesty is the best policy in relationship!)
leave her alone (she needs you every now and then!)
pretend (be the real you!)
be insensitive (girls are sensitive, so please be sensitive towards us!)
be domineering (never even be possesive!)
take her for granted (although she's yours now, but treat her sweet!)
rank her with your friends (she's always number 1 in your heart!)
sleep with other girls (ha, if you want her to leave you, do it by all means!)
forget the goodbye kiss (leave her a lingering feeling!)
forget to hug (girls love hugs!)
forget the 3 words 'I ♥ you' (this means a lot to them!)
spend her money (boys, be take the initiative to buy her clothes etc! so she'll be pleased)
What boys should do:
Boys should NEVER make a girl waits.
Boys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their girl.
Boys should NEVER LIE, because the girls are SMART these days.
Boys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything, so that the girl can learn from boy, but don't be too arrogant.
Boys should be MORE patient and understanding when its the "time of the month" for the girls. They tend to have MOOD swings.
Boys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to their love ones.
Boys should ALWAYS take the FIRST step.
Boys should MAKE DECISIONS. Don't say " don't know or anything "
Girls like boys who can make decisions, whether is where to eat or go or do.
Girls can give opinions but not EVERYTIME when the both of u go out.
Boys should try to SEND their girl home from school or work if they have the time despite the distance..
Boys should learn to call and sms their girl any time of the day & nigth. Basically give their girl the sense of SECURITY. That is what girls want from most of their boy.
Boys should TRY to let their girl know where and what their doing all the time. So should the girl.
Boys should NEVER flirt around too much. Everyone would know that you are a jerk.
Girls can gossip quite a lot.
Boys should learn to be MORE passionate.
Boys should KNOW their girl's contact numbers by heart.
Boys should NEVER force their girl to do anything that they don't want.
Boys should always TALK to their girl about their made-decisions and ask feelings about it.
Boys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell them WHAT THEY DID WRONG, when EVERYTHING was WRONG.
Boys should NEVER be ignorant!
How to tell if a boy likes a girl: The boy will try to make you laugh.
He'll flirt with you when he can.
He might try to show off around you.
He'll help you out, if you ask for it.
He'll stick up for you when you need it most.
He'll be friendly to you and all your friends.
He might call you for no good reason.
He might make fun of you, in a joking way.
He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible.
He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face.
How to tell if a girl likes a boy:
The girl will laugh at all your jokes.
She'll stare at you with a smile on her face.
She'll ask you who you like, continuously.
She might try to make you jealous.
She'll beg that you do everything for her.
She might start talking to your friends.
She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.
She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.
She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you.
She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.
What a girl's action means:
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she can never go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Boys, if a girl cried because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Boys, if a girl cried because of you, please don't give her up, maybe because of your decision, you'll ruin her life.
Signs of boys fallen in love: He willingly do anything n everything for his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion. He constantly wants to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative. He tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wants her to be a better person He tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelming jealousy. He constantly fears losing his beloved. He always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure. He hates the idea of other guys being close to his beloved. He becomes jealous and sensitive when his beloved pays less attention to him. He becomes the most hardworking person and helps his beloved to do anything and everything. He becomes restless wen his beloved's away for too long. He cares for his beloved more than he does for himself. He constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's. He would not be bothered with other girls who don't hold any importance to him. He will try to spend a lot of time with his beloved even though he knows he'll end up waiting for his beloved. He praises his beloved in front of others. If his beloved leaves him, he can't trust any other girl and wishes for his beloved to come back to him. When there is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anything to fight for his beloved. He makes sure he ensures her safety at all times. He is like a small kid who fights for constant attention from his beloved. He treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life for her. He keeps asking his belove whether she loves him not.
When a girl: When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest,She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL sms's u everyday,She wants you to reply at least once. When a GIRL says I love you,She means it. When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,She has made up her mind that you are her future. When a GIRL says "i miss you",No one in this world can miss you more than that. When a GIRL cries because of you,She is the person who loves you the most.
Girl's mind In the presence of him, you pretend to ignore him, and look away. But hoping that he'll look your way. But when he is no longer there, you look around to find him. And get so disappointed to know that he is gone. Although you are talking to someone else, your eyes are fixed on him. You find your textbooks filled with his name. And in the midst of your school desk, you could actually spot his name there. Everytime your handphone beeps, you hope to see his name. When it's not him, you get so depressed. When your phone gets quiet, you have the temptation to sms him. When he doesn't reply, you let your imagination run wild and get so sad. Because you feel unimportant to him. And sometimes wonder, if he had even forgotten your existance. Three quarters of your handphone inbox are his smses. And you find yourself unable to delete any one of them. When you really have to, you feel your heart ache. When there's a new movie out, the first person you WISHED to watch with, is him. But always end up watching it with your friends. When people mention the words " Valentines Day", the first thing that appears in your mind, is his name. You realise that your conversations with your friends never fail to include him in your topic. You worry if he would fall for someone else and it hurts when you know that the person will never be you. You find yourself getting so affected by just one word or action from him. Sometimes you get angry with him for some reasons and feel yourself hating him. But once you see him again, your heart melts and find yourself loving him once more. You swore for more than a hundred times never to sms him again, but found yourself sending a message and the receipient is him. You try to forget him but got reminded of your memories with him. Many times, you force yourself to stop liking him. But found it even harder than killing yourself. You try to convince yourself, that you dont like him anymore. But find the person on your mind to still be him.
i danced with the musique
at 7:32 PM
i saw this from somewhere n i tot its quite true., oh wells. happy reading ladies n gentlemen.(:
These are some facts about girls:
When a girl says that she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means that she's crying in her heart.
When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
A girl can't find anything to hate about the boy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
If a girl loves a boy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
When the boy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
When a particular boy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the boy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while.
If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
Being too serious can turn a girl off.
When the boy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
A smile means a lot to a girl.
If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
Hearing the words "I ♥ you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the boy she loves now stays in her heart.
Girls love having fun!
A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
A girl's best friends usually knows best what she is feeling and going through.
Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in this order.
Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a boy who will love and care for them.
Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
When girls says:
FINE This is the word that girls use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
NOTHING This is calm before the storm. This means 'something' and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually ends in 'Fine'.
GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by boys. A 'Loud Sigh' means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time arguing with you over 'Nothing'.
THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a girl can make to a boy. 'That's Okay' means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding on how and when you will pay for your mistake.
THANKS A girl is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.
Never do these to girls:
make her cry (never ever let a girl drop a tear for you!)
compare her with other girls (the least thing you want to do!)
let her wait (this is very important!)
raise your voice at her (if you don't want her to leave you!)
neglect her (try it and she'll say goodbye!)
force her (no forcing please!)
humiliate/insult/criticise her (that's the worse!)
order her (she's your girlfriend, not your maid!)
show her disrespect (we girls need respect like you boys too!)
lie to her (please be honest! honesty is the best policy in relationship!)
leave her alone (she needs you every now and then!)
pretend (be the real you!)
be insensitive (girls are sensitive, so please be sensitive towards us!)
be domineering (never even be possesive!)
take her for granted (although she's yours now, but treat her sweet!)
rank her with your friends (she's always number 1 in your heart!)
sleep with other girls (ha, if you want her to leave you, do it by all means!)
forget the goodbye kiss (leave her a lingering feeling!)
forget to hug (girls love hugs!)
forget the 3 words 'I ♥ you' (this means a lot to them!)
spend her money (boys, be take the initiative to buy her clothes etc! so she'll be pleased)
What boys should do:
Boys should NEVER make a girl waits.
Boys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their girl.
Boys should NEVER LIE, because the girls are SMART these days.
Boys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything, so that the girl can learn from boy, but don't be too arrogant.
Boys should be MORE patient and understanding when its the "time of the month" for the girls. They tend to have MOOD swings.
Boys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to their love ones.
Boys should ALWAYS take the FIRST step.
Boys should MAKE DECISIONS. Don't say " don't know or anything "
Girls like boys who can make decisions, whether is where to eat or go or do.
Girls can give opinions but not EVERYTIME when the both of u go out.
Boys should try to SEND their girl home from school or work if they have the time despite the distance..
Boys should learn to call and sms their girl any time of the day & nigth. Basically give their girl the sense of SECURITY. That is what girls want from most of their boy.
Boys should TRY to let their girl know where and what their doing all the time. So should the girl.
Boys should NEVER flirt around too much. Everyone would know that you are a jerk.
Girls can gossip quite a lot.
Boys should learn to be MORE passionate.
Boys should KNOW their girl's contact numbers by heart.
Boys should NEVER force their girl to do anything that they don't want.
Boys should always TALK to their girl about their made-decisions and ask feelings about it.
Boys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell them WHAT THEY DID WRONG, when EVERYTHING was WRONG.
Boys should NEVER be ignorant!
How to tell if a boy likes a girl: The boy will try to make you laugh.
He'll flirt with you when he can.
He might try to show off around you.
He'll help you out, if you ask for it.
He'll stick up for you when you need it most.
He'll be friendly to you and all your friends.
He might call you for no good reason.
He might make fun of you, in a joking way.
He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible.
He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face.
How to tell if a girl likes a boy:
The girl will laugh at all your jokes.
She'll stare at you with a smile on her face.
She'll ask you who you like, continuously.
She might try to make you jealous.
She'll beg that you do everything for her.
She might start talking to your friends.
She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.
She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.
She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you.
She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.
What a girl's action means:
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she can never go back to being herself anymore.
A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Boys, if a girl cried because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Boys, if a girl cried because of you, please don't give her up, maybe because of your decision, you'll ruin her life.
Signs of boys fallen in love: He willingly do anything n everything for his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion. He constantly wants to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative. He tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wants her to be a better person He tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelming jealousy. He constantly fears losing his beloved. He always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure. He hates the idea of other guys being close to his beloved. He becomes jealous and sensitive when his beloved pays less attention to him. He becomes the most hardworking person and helps his beloved to do anything and everything. He becomes restless wen his beloved's away for too long. He cares for his beloved more than he does for himself. He constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's. He would not be bothered with other girls who don't hold any importance to him. He will try to spend a lot of time with his beloved even though he knows he'll end up waiting for his beloved. He praises his beloved in front of others. If his beloved leaves him, he can't trust any other girl and wishes for his beloved to come back to him. When there is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anything to fight for his beloved. He makes sure he ensures her safety at all times. He is like a small kid who fights for constant attention from his beloved. He treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life for her. He keeps asking his belove whether she loves him not.
When a girl: When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest,She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL sms's u everyday,She wants you to reply at least once. When a GIRL says I love you,She means it. When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,She has made up her mind that you are her future. When a GIRL says "i miss you",No one in this world can miss you more than that. When a GIRL cries because of you,She is the person who loves you the most.
Girl's mind In the presence of him, you pretend to ignore him, and look away. But hoping that he'll look your way. But when he is no longer there, you look around to find him. And get so disappointed to know that he is gone. Although you are talking to someone else, your eyes are fixed on him. You find your textbooks filled with his name. And in the midst of your school desk, you could actually spot his name there. Everytime your handphone beeps, you hope to see his name. When it's not him, you get so depressed. When your phone gets quiet, you have the temptation to sms him. When he doesn't reply, you let your imagination run wild and get so sad. Because you feel unimportant to him. And sometimes wonder, if he had even forgotten your existance. Three quarters of your handphone inbox are his smses. And you find yourself unable to delete any one of them. When you really have to, you feel your heart ache. When there's a new movie out, the first person you WISHED to watch with, is him. But always end up watching it with your friends. When people mention the words " Valentines Day", the first thing that appears in your mind, is his name. You realise that your conversations with your friends never fail to include him in your topic. You worry if he would fall for someone else and it hurts when you know that the person will never be you. You find yourself getting so affected by just one word or action from him. Sometimes you get angry with him for some reasons and feel yourself hating him. But once you see him again, your heart melts and find yourself loving him once more. You swore for more than a hundred times never to sms him again, but found yourself sending a message and the receipient is him. You try to forget him but got reminded of your memories with him. Many times, you force yourself to stop liking him. But found it even harder than killing yourself. You try to convince yourself, that you dont like him anymore. But find the person on your mind to still be him.
i danced with the musique
at 7:32 PM
Oh DEAR! the monster look like a chinadoll can. just dont laugh at me ); anyways. ate 'ma la huo guo' means spicy steamboat? lol. my dad's friend from china prepared. so yummy.
hmmm. IM SO FREAKING BORED ON A SUNDAY NIGHT.~!
i danced with the musique
at 7:24 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
gosh. i just dont understand people can. i would like to take up psychology.
i danced with the musique
at 11:55 PM
after much thinking,i reckon boobs are ugly. flat chested looks way better!!!
im so gonna go to seven eleven NOW! to get meiji's fresh milk. i just love meiji so much. try their milk. its just delicious. :D:D:D:D:D
wanted to indulge in a tub of ben n jerry's but its just sinful! ;p
ok um.. um. im so busy! :X
i cant wait for valentine's day. i`ll prolly spend valentines with ballet. i might might might want to go for lesson. i need to decide!
hmmm. missed lasalle and nafa's open hse. oh wells.
GOSH! i have a big problem. i dont know why i my mouth and fingers are so itchy. i just cant stop talking and messaging. terrible monster.
random entry tho.
i danced with the musique
at 9:48 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
konnichiwa.
im just a ****ed up girl living in a ****ed up world. i am not ready to face the world yet! NO IM NOT~ ARGH. all i want to do in my life is...
1)BALLET,
2)PIANO,
3)STUDY.
fullstop. (in no order of preference) nothing else. and a bit of shopping ;x
so yeah, BALLET! PIANO! AND STUDY! I LOVE TO STUDY! bleah. i need to lead a healthy lifestyle. yeah.
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release of o lvl result today. i think its not very well done. anyways. i reckon its just crazyness and much more crazyness. cos i saw someone crying! gosh. non-stop. i dont wanna be like her. so yeah. AND! my dearest friends dont ask me about my o lvl result! im taking o lvl this year! i retained secondary three express remember?!
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im getting sick and tired of my life. i mean i dont see a point in living yet! i should not be saying that but im just bored! i need so colours in my life!! ): its really no point. i will just continue to....go out myself and do everything myself.
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I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO IN LIFE! i just want all my friends to be happy! :D
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saturday;
morning-band
noon-ballet
night-bake
sunday;
morning-newspaper?
noon-lunch at dad friend's house
noon-hairdo
night-homework
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i need to buy so many things.
-book
-shoe
-clothes
-face stuff
ITS ALL BALLET STUFF!
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im exhausted. im feeling down. im super stressed. im feeling useless. im uncertain about my life. im super lost. im just a bitch. i just want to be normal. i just what to do what i like to do. i want to take things easy. ive yet to hunt for the key to my future. kill me.
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i danced with the musique
at 11:01 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
oh dear. im so worried. i need to kick all the bad habits away. away to pluto, mars, mercury, jupiter, venus... or even to the sun so that it wil be burnt! :x anyways. bad habits such as.. the worst one is procrastinating! oh man i really hate it. i just need to fcuking concentrate on my studies! ARGH! someone told me this i wil never forget it. >> 'a student's job is to study!' so the monster must study!!
ENGLISH
CHINESE
MATH
PHYSICS
CHEMISTRY
SOCIAL STUDIES
HISTORY
GEOGRAPHY
ACCOUNTS!
YEAH I LOVE TO STUDY! :D
i danced with the musique
at 11:58 PM
GEOGRAPHY
my love. the love of my secondary school life! i love geography even though i fail big time for all the tests. ahem physical geography only. guess what! the monster scored for human geography! :D:D:D CA1! highest in class!. and the forever oh so cute mr charles chan named me POPULATION QUEEN! :D:D oh geography is just simply wonderful~ heehee
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VALENTINE'S DAY <3
im free im free im free! hahahahaha ;x anyways. i have school remedial till like 5.10pm can. so yeah ;/ plus dearest mamaho is not free this year! because because because.... dont tell you. actually i can't be bothered about valentine's till the day i find someone. [p/s; my dearest classmate jiajun is suppose to buy me flowers! ;x jkjk]
i danced with the musique
at 9:25 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
hie blog. im terribly bored. i slept from 6-9pm can. sigh. actually i planned to slp early tdy. but... sigh. anyways im so bored now. might carry on with my scrap booking. if not that bo of scrapbooking stuff will be taking too much space in the study room.
anyways. i want to talk about pamela. because i find her very pretty ;x i seldom say girls pretty one okay. but pamela is so pretty! WAHAHHA :X PAMELA! whoops. anyways, pamela is such a sweet lady. i love i love i love i love her. wahhaha. shes the best man. role model! i just hoe she can get to a vaganova school in russia and open a russian ballet school in sgp! TEEHEEHEE.
hmmmm. ive been in not so deep thoughts recently. actually i can think deeper but i dont know man. im too afraid to risk my life. u know people say the safest thing is... o level then poly or jc then uni then work. but MY problem is i dont even like to study. i really got absolutely terribly no confidence in going to jc. even though i would love to do so so much. i dont want to waste two years of my teen life doing a level and after i dont want to go uni. oh man. what should i do. :'( i need to talk to someone. someone who can guide me in my life. someone who understand what i want to do. SIGH.
MUSIQUE OR DANCE? ):
i read tdy's papers. girls are dating men who are twice their age. i think its quite cool u know. cos since they are working thus financially stable and all. wahahhaha. ok. i shall not continue. anyways its still quite dangerous la. come t think of it.. can ask my dad for all the advice and stuff. so i still prefer someone around my age. yeah. ;p
i danced with the musique
at 10:12 PM
sigh so bored. yawns. my ballet tcher is so shuai ;x *faints.
i danced with the musique
at 2:56 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR KOR! :D
i danced with the musique
at 12:02 AM
